cry baby cry

had a fucking bad day yesterday.

EVERYTHING was wrong.

and it didn't become easier when the mother was complaining at small things too. and she told me stuff that made me sad.... i even started to cry... so it was a really bad day yesterday..

today i feel a little bit better. but i'm not that happy girl that i used to be.

on friday i'm going away for the weekend. probably i'm gonna sleep at betina's (danish aupair's) place the whole weekend..i really need it!

is there something special u want me to write about? ^^

and who are u who read this blog?

:'(

bad fucking day.

cut my finger:(

halloooo.

sorry for the bad update this weekend... but shit happens sometimes.. and i'm a busy woman.

friday: i went out with annika and agnes, we went to the tube, and then me and annika took the bus to gloss. it was nice.. and around 3 o'clock we went to jahbar. there we met the busdriver who was driving us with the nightbus to jahbar. hahhahahha... he was driving us home too.

saturday: came home around 6 in the morning and woke up around 9.. i was helping the family to prepare the birthdaycake, cupcakes (that became burned), veggies, cookies, chips and all the snacks for the birthdayparty..

we headed to the adventure park around 12.. the people showed up after 13. it was nice that i wasn't the only aupair in the park. i met erin and megan too.

i was lucky that the father in my family was giving me champagne.. so i didn't get any hangover at all...

we came home around 19 in the evening... i didn't know if i had the energy to go out or not. but then suddenly cindy texted me from nowhere, and wanted to go out. we met around 23, headed to the tube... and met erin and megan there and some other aupairs... me and cindy decided to go to jahbar around 1.. we stayed there the whole night, to the morning, erin came and joined us too..

yesterday i was ony in bed the whole day. i think i have never been like that tired before. :P

today i have been alone at home with the kids, because the parents are traveling.. but it's kind of nice to have them by myself sometimes. (normally the mother works from home so)...

just have put the kids in bed, and now i'm laying down in my bed and drinking cola. thinking about to watch a movie then sleep...

and yaaa.now i remember.. i forgot to tell you about my accident today..

this morning, aroiund 6.. i started to clean my room, because it was so messy and i couldn't sleep anymore..

i was throwing cans, paper and other stuff... i just saw much blood on the floor and i looked at my finger... OMG! i could see right into the finger... and it started to hurt... i think i need to go to see the doctor tomorrow.. (i couldnt do that today, because i had the kids alone)....

i hope that i dont need to get stitches.. :(

anyway... have a goodnight, and sorry or the LONG UPDATE.

,,,,,

now it's official weekend.

i'm sitting here with one vodka-sprite. YUMMIE! it's better than an orgasm.

going to meet up my crazy danish girl later.

picture u tomorrow! gonna be a crazy night, i can feel it!

younger than 16

...........thank god it's friday!

just got home from town. went there around 11. have been shopping..ALOT...

the things i was coming home with was:

lipgloss, foundation, eyelashes, 3 pair of leggings, one pair of ballerina shoes and gladiatorshoes, deodorant, makeup bag, shorts, tshirt and haircolour... but it was'nt so expensive stuff so. :P

i'm sitting here with the haircolour in my hair, and it's turning more and more into red. like i want it.

gonna go downstairs and cook some lunch for myself, during the colour is in my hair.

one thing...i went to delhaizer to buy some vodka and sprite for tonight. and do u know what the cashier asked for? ID CARD? WTF?

i think u need to be 16 or something to buy alcohol here in luxembourg. so apparently the cashier thought i was younger than 16... omg! i was standing there almost 5 min to convince him that i was 21 and not younger than 16(but i wish i was)... it became a long que behind me, but... I GOT MY VODKA! .. hahaha. the friday is saved!

talk later.

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tiredgirl.com

now: movie and then sleep.

i'll be back tomorrow.

shopaholic

goodmorning folks!

today i'm in a little bit better mood than yesterday, and the day before that.

the clock is soon 10, and i have no work before 15. i'm thinking about to take a walk to town to do some shopping. i NEED a new pair of shoes and one dress for tomorrow.... or, in fact, i don't need it at all. but it's basic for me to go to town before the weekend to buy something new i can wear during the weekend. i need some booze too. and i should dye my hair one more time.. (i dyed it 3 weeks ago, red, but the red colour in my hair is GONE!)...

yeye... talk later!

xoxo

a piece of cake

the mother teached me how to cook some indian dishes. the parents told me that i was really good at cooking... NO SHIT!?!? haha.. everybody loves my food.

tomorrow i'm gonna make a cake for m:s birthdayparty. she wants a princesscake, she want a cake look like this:

i think i will succeed! :) what do u think?

..

this day went fast.

and i haven't done anything since i wrote the other post.

i have been in bed all day long... sleeping.

went to the supermarket around 15.30 to buy some ginger and eggs for the family. and i guess it's theonly thing i need to do today. the mother is going to cook som indian food... ME LIKE!

i should go and take a shower, i'm not fresh at all, and i want to be ready to leave the house as soon as possible, when i'm off work. :P

mount everest

pffft. now i'm here again! after two hours of ironing.. but it's my own fault that it took so long time. i have been so lazy during the holidays, so i didnt iron the clothes that were washed... so now i have a mountain of laundry to iron.. :(

sitting here and waiting for the pizza bolognese i have in the oven. YUMMIE!

after i have been eating i'm thinking about to take a powernap, i'm so tired! and i dont start work before 17 again so...

and today it's wednesday, one reason to maybe take a drink or two tonight? ^^

i have earned it!

coco, wanna get drunk and have sex tonight?

...

i think i have been waking up at "the wrong side" today... i feel so angry, sick & tired of everything.

fuck this shit

eating like a horse

finally!

i took the bike to school. but i was getting some problem with the kids.. m was to slow to change to p.e clothes so we missed the basketball... and r didn't know where he was supposed do play basketball. so i was bringing the kids back home instead..

have been cooking food for the whole family, making juice with the juicer and cleaned a bit. sometimes i really feel like a housekeeper or what do u call it.

have been eating like a horse too. (because i have been alone at home during two weeks and i didn't have so much food at home, so i didn't eat so much)... when the mother did the shopping today, guess who was happy? YEAH, I WAS! sausages, juice, cookies, veggies, u name it!!! i feel like i'm going to expload soon.

but anyway.
this tuesday sucks! .... i feel like going home to sweden or get a real fucking job.

i want friday or saturday. NOW!

panty-dropping-day

xoxoxoxoxo

bike time

time to take the bike to school.. AGAIN.. to drop some p.e clothes for m. then back home, and in one hour i need to take the bike back to school to pick up the kids. i just wanna go to bed.

im tired. first workday after vacation is never good.

housewife

the hostmum forced me to run to the school and drop some invationcards to m:s birthdayparty. and i can say that i'm not longer fresh. sun + running + a ton of overweight = not a good combination.. thank god that we have a shower at home.

during the morning today i have been looking after new jobs here in luxembourg, i'm starting to get tired of the aupair-life. i want a real job, earn much more money and have my own appartment. with MY stuff, MY rules and a place i can do whatever i want at. bring people at home, come home late (without wake somebody up), clean when i feel like it. i miss that life. i had if before i left sweden.

or i can get married with a rich guy and be a housewife instead. but where the fuck can u find a trustworthy man? does men like that even exist? it's hard to belive.

i'm talking to much. think it's better for me to take a shower and then be back later.

xoxo cookie

the last virginity

.. and it's not me (cookie) i'm talking about. because i'm talking about this new blog and it's possible it's my last one. i have been blogging at 20 different blogs during my 21 year old life. pretty awesome!
a year and 8 months have passed since i left sweden and moved my ass to luxembourg. and lots of things have happend since then.

and now i promise u guys that u are going to follow my FAB life her in lux.... and by that i mean my crazy nights out, my boring days at home, my shopaholic habits and when i'm waking up at a place and don't remember where i am or who i have been sleeping next too... i'm gonna tell u every single thing!

this is a blog, not a fucking secret diary..

xoxo fiffi